I’m back bitches….(I think)

Not that you are bitches, I just like a bit of alliteration.  I also like things that rhyme, which I have been told off for in my writing but I still like it so there.  No one is a bitch but I might actually really be back.

This week saw the kids go to school – hurrah!  (Not something I used to say as a teacher).  My daughter is mornings only for now but it’s still opened up a little time for me and I have had a couple of decent sessions to write and at least one of them felt properly connected.

Afterwards I felt soooo much better, like I’d had a long bath after months of not bothering to wash myself (I am actually clean, promise).  It was all very nice and it went a bit like this:

Me:  Um, hi writing.

Writing: Oh, hello.  Didn’t expect to see you here.

Me:  Yeah, sorry about, you know, not being in touch.

Writing:  I thought you weren’t speaking to me.

Me:  Oh.   I thought you weren’t speaking to me.

Writing:  Why would I not be speaking to you?

Me: I don’t know.  Because I’m a bit, you know, crap?

Writing:  Honestly, I couldn’t care less if you are crap or Carol Ann Duffy, it’s all the same to me.

Me:  Oh.

Writing:  So?

Me:  So what?

Writing:  Are we going to…you know…do something.

Me:  Yes!  Yes please.

Writing:  Oh good!

*romantic music plays as me and writing get it on

Me:  That was lovely.

Writing:  You’re welcome, anytime.

Me:  Thanks.

Writing:  No I mean it.  Anytime at all.  But you have to call me OK.Watch Full Movie Online Streaming Online and Download

Me: OK

Writing:  Promise?

Me:  Promise.

*more music while me and writing do a big snog.

 

Well it wasn’t exactly like that but it did make me wonder what on earth I was making such a fuss about all these months.  It’s not really that complicated at the end of the day.  But that’s easy to say when I feel OK, so yes, I feel like I might be getting back into the swing of things but I’m not taking anything for granted, relationships take work so I hope I can make good on  my promise and keep calling back.

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